Weird Things
Not sure exactly what's going on lately, but last night was one weird and crazy night. I wonder what the alignment of all the planets were or something. I don't know.
Okay, first off, lately I've been helping this one person with relationship and the control issues of others. I feel bad for this person and I've been trying all I can to help. It's certainly a situation I wouldn't want to experience myself. So I've been doing tarot readings and they're grateful for them, but at the same time, they seem very stuck. Last night, I was online late trying to resolve some issues in a certain online commuity. Things have been rough lately, but I think I've finally cleared the problem and things have been healing. Anyway, I got this feeling of being watched. I wasn't sure whether to welcome it or reject it. But prayers of protection went flying in my thoughts until I felt safe enough. I had a slight suspicion it had to do with the one I've been helping lately, so I went to check my messages and there was one from them. I was too afraid to reply to it as I still had that feeling.
And even freakier was the fact that over in the next room, the TV was on. No one was in that room for almost the entire day. And I was wondering, was the TV on the whole time or was it just turned on? So I thought that maybe someone must have came home and I didn't notice. I opened the door to the room and no one was in there. So here I am, at about 11 at night trying to figure out how the TV was turned on and what this feeling I had was. Also I kept seeing things out of the corner of my eyes. Then I look down and there was a spark of light, like bright green. Then I was like, "Okay, maybe I just need to go to bed," lol First I'm feeling a prescence in which I couldn't tell if it were harmful or simply wanted attention, then I'm trying to figure out if the TV in the room directly next to me has been on all day. Ha!
And then this morning, I come to find out both my mother and grandmother had won the jackpot at the casion last night (almost one after the other) and I made over $40 on ebay. All in one day. So yes, yesterday was quite a day for me.
Back to the feeling of a prescence in the room. The day before, I went to my favorite mystickal shop (the one talked about in the post before this one) to look for some items I've been wanting. I didn't find one of them which was a new pentagram. The one that I have now, I feel, has marked a part of my life and I think it's time to mark the end of it and start anew. Next, I was looking for an alabone shell in which to burn sage that has been sitting waiting to burn in my room for almost a year. I found one, but my hand stayed tight on my purse. Although it wasn't very expensive, I didn't buy it for some reason. Now I wish I had as sage is good for cleansing and I just want to make sure that the presence I felt wasn't negative.
And one last crazy thing that was happening last night was that when my mom came home last night, she said there were frogs everywhere on the steps to our house. So I'm sitting there confused. But I'd like to think that they simply wanted to stay cool or something. I'd rather want to find a rational explanation than immediately point to supersticion. But I do believe that science and faith are very compatible. Why people try to seperate them is beyond me.
One more time to the prescence. About 5 or 6 nights ago, I woke up around 11:45 and tried sleeping. I kept getting the feeling someone wanted contact. I wanted whatever feeling I had to go away because I was too frightened (or suspcious) to deal with it at the moment. I woke up in the middle of sleep to feel this?!
Whatever, maybe it's imagination. But I don't remember having junk food before going to bed that night.
Okay, first off, lately I've been helping this one person with relationship and the control issues of others. I feel bad for this person and I've been trying all I can to help. It's certainly a situation I wouldn't want to experience myself. So I've been doing tarot readings and they're grateful for them, but at the same time, they seem very stuck. Last night, I was online late trying to resolve some issues in a certain online commuity. Things have been rough lately, but I think I've finally cleared the problem and things have been healing. Anyway, I got this feeling of being watched. I wasn't sure whether to welcome it or reject it. But prayers of protection went flying in my thoughts until I felt safe enough. I had a slight suspicion it had to do with the one I've been helping lately, so I went to check my messages and there was one from them. I was too afraid to reply to it as I still had that feeling.
And even freakier was the fact that over in the next room, the TV was on. No one was in that room for almost the entire day. And I was wondering, was the TV on the whole time or was it just turned on? So I thought that maybe someone must have came home and I didn't notice. I opened the door to the room and no one was in there. So here I am, at about 11 at night trying to figure out how the TV was turned on and what this feeling I had was. Also I kept seeing things out of the corner of my eyes. Then I look down and there was a spark of light, like bright green. Then I was like, "Okay, maybe I just need to go to bed," lol First I'm feeling a prescence in which I couldn't tell if it were harmful or simply wanted attention, then I'm trying to figure out if the TV in the room directly next to me has been on all day. Ha!
And then this morning, I come to find out both my mother and grandmother had won the jackpot at the casion last night (almost one after the other) and I made over $40 on ebay. All in one day. So yes, yesterday was quite a day for me.
Back to the feeling of a prescence in the room. The day before, I went to my favorite mystickal shop (the one talked about in the post before this one) to look for some items I've been wanting. I didn't find one of them which was a new pentagram. The one that I have now, I feel, has marked a part of my life and I think it's time to mark the end of it and start anew. Next, I was looking for an alabone shell in which to burn sage that has been sitting waiting to burn in my room for almost a year. I found one, but my hand stayed tight on my purse. Although it wasn't very expensive, I didn't buy it for some reason. Now I wish I had as sage is good for cleansing and I just want to make sure that the presence I felt wasn't negative.
And one last crazy thing that was happening last night was that when my mom came home last night, she said there were frogs everywhere on the steps to our house. So I'm sitting there confused. But I'd like to think that they simply wanted to stay cool or something. I'd rather want to find a rational explanation than immediately point to supersticion. But I do believe that science and faith are very compatible. Why people try to seperate them is beyond me.
One more time to the prescence. About 5 or 6 nights ago, I woke up around 11:45 and tried sleeping. I kept getting the feeling someone wanted contact. I wanted whatever feeling I had to go away because I was too frightened (or suspcious) to deal with it at the moment. I woke up in the middle of sleep to feel this?!
Whatever, maybe it's imagination. But I don't remember having junk food before going to bed that night.
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